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Wednesday, November 02, 2005

Finally Updated...

Alright, to my lovely friends who constantly hound me about updating this thing, this one's for you!

Things are going well in Alaska-land. It has finally gotten cold (below 20) and the frost this morning actually looked like snow for a moment so winter is officially here. It was actually quite a rude awakening since I spent the weekend in 70-degree Norfolk, Nebraska at Rene' (Dinkel) Hodges' wedding.

The wedding was B-E-A-U-T-I-F-U-L and Rene' and Matt are finally married. Stresses about my dress turned out to be for nothing. All the dresses were beautiful, the men were great, my speech went off without a hitch (though I was extremely nervous!) and I slow danced to an AC/DC song. Weddings in general make me feel two things: 1. I want to get married too; and 2. I feel very lonely... Overall, my trip outside was definitely worth the time and money. It was nice to just get out of Palmer and Alaska for awhile. Now things are picking back up...

Our Dinner Auction is next Saturday, November 12th, so I've been trying to work diligently on that. Have you ever had that feeling that you're forgetting something? Yeah, that's me right now. I'm forgetting to do something for this auction and I probably won't figure it out until the morning of.

Things with David, as you could probably tell from my last brief blog, have been uncomplicated thanks to me getting the guts to call him on it. Things have been back to normal pretty much for the last month... then last Wednesday night we kissed and basically made out. So, I don't know what's going on in his head. I keep trying to tell myself that he doesn't love me and he doesn't want to be with me, but when someone looks you in the eye and kisses you-- what does that mean?! I know I'm stupid and that it was a stupid thing to do but it hasn't happened since I've been back. (Hannie & Jules, you can beat me up later!)

Anyway, I've got to get to work on Confirmation and several different mailings. If you want to chat, let me know!