Alright. I'm in the midst of supervisor evaluation right now. Actually, as I'm typing this Paul isn't here at church yet so I guess I'm not technically in the middle of it. As soon as he gets here he'll meet with Pastor Rockey and then with us together over lunch. Then some lay people will be here (hopefully) to talk to him around 3.

You know, yesterday, I wasn't nervous at all. At least that was until I realized I was going to dinner alone with Paul and he was gonna ask me all sorts of questions. THEN I realized that these lay people he's talking to, though they like me, most likely will have criticisms and points to improve on... Don't get me wrong. I want them to. I need them to. I just don't like people talking about me, that's all.

Last night at dinner when he was asking me all those questions, he said that it was okay if we start talking about staying or leaving... so he pulled out St John's program application and pointed out that they aren't interesting in keeping the intern after internship. SHOCK. I guess I didn't realize that. I mean I really love it here. I fit in, which surprises me since I come from such a contemporary background and this is such a traditional church in comparison. But I guess I have to respect and understand that they may not want to keep me OR they may not be able to afford to keep me. It's just something I haven't thought of... But now, I have to prepare myself for the talk Paul, Pastor Rockey and I will have where that will be one of the topics.

Anywho, besides Paul being here not much else is going on. I'm keeping busy (duh!). This weekend I'm taking a few kids to a lock-in and then next weekend I'm taking 30 middle schoolers to a lock-in where I'm teaching a 1/2 hour session on relationships. Then it's our yearly voters meeting and THEN I get to go HOME for Thanksgiving!! :) It's only for 6 days or so but I'm happy just the same. I miss my mommy and daddy... and my Hershey... and I get to meet their new cat Raja. I have yet to find someone to take me to and pick me up from the airport so I don't have leave my car there... I'll find someone eventually... we'll see.

So, I'll stop rambling now. I'll update again after Paul and I debrief this afternoon to let y'all know how it went :) Later!